I don't want to be this gay

I fucking hate my life right now. I fucking hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it!!! I fucking hate it when i am misunderstood I fucking hate it when i take my regular pills i get depressed I fucking hate it when i am stuck in some fucking trouble i can only fucking cry!

And I fucking hate it when people whining to me i say something to cheer them up even i think they are just bullshiting, I fucking hate it when i feel bad and i want something to cheer me up and people just blame me on that fucking situation!

I HAD FUCKING ENOUGH